Sweet Caroline

June 4th 2013 

I was sitting at work (Hampton Inn) my aunt called me and said "Hey baby go take a pregnancy test".

Startled at what she was saying i said i have not even missed a period why do i need to take a test?

She replied "I had a dream about your daddy last night and when i dream about people who have passed usually means somebody close to me is pregnant. Just run over to Walmart buy a test take it and call me back." 

So off to Walmart i went not even thinking i was pregnant. I got a pregnancy test, came back to work and took it. POSITIVE... I was shocked. 

I called her back and said well it is positive. 

I was so scared i had just lost my first baby two short months before. I called Dustin and told him the news he was thrilled. I was still just scared, what if the same thing happened again. 

I made a Dr appointment and i heard my sweet girls heart beat at around 6 weeks. I could have not been more excited to see that little dot on the ultrasound screen and hear that faint heart beat.

Everything went well with my pregnancy with Caroline, I carried her 39 weeks

February 10th 2014. 

On the day that marked week 39 i was induced. They broke my water at 7AM. My Dr was stuck in Dallas due to snow so another Dr had to start my labor. I had a hard deliver with her, i thought i would never see her.  I started pushing around 11:30AM and after 4 1/2 long hours of tears, sweat and vomit at 4:06PM I gave birth to a 7:1oz 19 1/2in long cute baby girl. She had a big head due to having to use the four-sips to pull her out. But she was healthy and red headed and my heart was so happy. I did not get to enjoy much or my first night with my new baby i did not get to see her first bath, i did not get to change her first diaper, feed her her first bottle, or put her first outfit on her. I was in so much pain i had to take pain medicine every 4 hours after giving birth to her. I cried because i was helpless and wanted to do for my sweet new baby girl. 

After we got home and everything was in order i felt so much better and could enjoy my sweet baby.